The simple

I understand why my scalp has never forgiven me for the things I did to it in my teens and twenties.

I understand why my body has never forgiven me for the things I put in it when I was young.

I understand why my future took so long to start.

I understand and accept these things without question.

The unbelievable

I can not comprehend why my ex-girlfriends from my twenties have forgiven me.

I cannot believe my wife puts up with me.

I don’t understand how or why I’ve survived the things I have.

I can’t believe my parents were supportive through the worst of it.

I do not understand or comprehend these things, but I am thankful for them every day.